The Angsty artist
Written on 16 Dec 2011
Why does art attract the pretentious and the proud-hearted?
Art, in my world view, is meant to bring people closer, soaring above hackneyed barriers of seperation; race, caste, colour, age. Art is meant to unite the sisterhood of Mankind.
But sitting here at yet another gallery show opening, I only feel sadness. I speak to the non-artist types and they are more interested in who’s who at the show. I speak to the artist-types and they are keen to chat up with bigger artist-types. Me talking about the art on the wall, world and life is as unnoticed as the underpaid guy serving wine to the well-heeled crowd.
There is so much emotion coursing through my veins, so many thoughts, just seeing Dayanita’s haunting colour-world hanging from the white-washed walls of Nagy’s space. So much. Too much. And boy would it be nice to meet a fellow kindred soul here as equally captivated in the art, and generous enough to share a conversation with a nobody-stranger, me.
This only serves me to become a recognised artist on my own rights, and share my work with the most regular of dudes. That is what art is meant to be no? Work that moves people; people meaning not just kings and queens, but regular yous and mes to yes? Why do the artist-types here just seem interested in prostituting themselves to the bigger artist-types, and ignore the art conversations with me?
Looks like the Chinese guy in the room of Indians is the new white elephant. Perhaps I am just ranting, the angsty unnoticed artist.